From 1c3eeb8031a4202b5c5b56082fcdee04760f6ba7 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: DTB Date: Thu, 23 Feb 2023 09:02:16 -0500 Subject: [PATCH] 2023-02-23 --- homepage/blog | 75 +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ 1 file changed, 75 insertions(+) diff --git a/homepage/blog b/homepage/blog index 6f5eb7c..b82f79a 100755 --- a/homepage/blog +++ b/homepage/blog @@ -47,6 +47,81 @@ __NAVIGATION__ +2023-02-22 + + I clocked in at work and washed my hands and scrubbed at my palms and +tried to scratch the dirt off my flesh but it was UNDER my skin and I got my +keys out of my pocket and started picking in to try to get it but then I was +perforated and leaking hydraulic fluid and then + + StackOverflow for writing (/b/) + + Mainstream politics warning |\ + ____' \___________________________ + | Buttigieg got handed the one job | + | Biden didn't think he could fuck | + | up and still did?________________| + + and then I clocked in at work and washed my hands only once and dried +them with the towel and then went to my desk and then tried to log in to my +workplace Microsoft account and then it didn't work so I tried typing harder +but that didn't work either so I took the keyboard and + + I miss the old #meth. #90skidsgetit + + We stood outside as snow fell. + "So... when does this kick in?" + "I dunno. Eventually." didn't give me a lot of confidence that it +would. + "Am I smoking it wrong?" I took a hit. Three seconds. Exhale. + "Three seconds is how long most people hold it. That's what I do." + Puff puff pass. I took my second hit. Three seconds. Exhale. "That's +what I'm doing." + "You have to smoke a lot of a joint to get high. I think you just +haven't smoked enough." He was nibbling his way through an edible while she and +I took hits. 50mg. + "I mean, I smoked that roach, and I took a couple hits off that first +joint. Isn't that enough?" I turned to her. She shrugged. Puff puff pass, back +to me. + We were listening to Helena (My Chem) on her phone. It hit the chorus +and I started dancing, probably poorly. Go white girl! "Maybe you have a +naturally high tolerance and you need to smoke a ton to get high." + "Fucking hell." It had taken years for me to build up the nerve to try +weed. Theoretically it can put me into psychosis. But I don't care anymore. +Worst case scenario, I'm psychotic, I still act the same I just don't believe +anything, same as I was for years. Hell years, years of my life I'll never get +back. Estrogen be thy cure. + + I don't remember how the subject changed. + "I don't even know if I can feel love anymore." + He was lost in the THC. She hadn't dropped out yet. "Neither can I. +After my thing with [...] something just sort of broke. But it's freeing" + "Yeah. It kicks ass. Bitches ain't shit, and they don't have to be. +You can't really trust anything nowadays." + "Yeah but it's fucked. [...] is the love of my life. And I don't love +him." + "Yeah. But you like him. I'm talking to someone right now, no +relationship or anything, and it's fucked because if they say they love me or +anything I'm gonna have to give them the talk, like, my brain don't work no +more." + +Left for dead and then they all died +Didn't think I could kick it and then I survived +Another psychic soldier get legitimate and hide +The last gate keeper among memetic socialites + + Questionable Content by Jeff Jacques is probably one of my biggest +creative influences but I barely remember any of it now. + + Holy shit, I don't remember writing any of that. Just took an edible so +we'll see if that gets me high. + +[...]: I dunno... maybe try smoking more? +[...]: Some people can have naturally high tolerances. +[...]: That can't happen. +[...]: Maybe you were high and didn't notice it. + + 2023-02-21 Lifetime performance review