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+I forgot my phone today. Oh well. I've decided I'm done smoking weed at work
+for the moment. Sometimes one can be too silly. Bus fares cost me an arm and a
+leg. $1.75/trip? 20mins of my labor a day goes to transportation, and it's
+often not on time. I feel neutral about self harm but I love to taste my own
+blood so I try not to cut too deep or too big so I don't leave scars for too
+long. The weather today is sunny. I'm wearing a sweater. It's been nine months
+since I arrived at the bus station here. I've changed significantly. I miss
+M-- and Moxie and blueberries off the bush and excellent weed and fistfights.
+Life was not very good but I miss the simplicity of it. I never have enough
+money anymore. I'm always tired. I don't think I deserve happiness but even if
+I did I don't think I could ever find it. Blah blah blah. It smells like
+freshly cut grass here. I can use this computer while walking. Maid computing.
+
+: more shit i wrote while high at work
+
+are antimemes sigils?
+
+I
+in the tears of the crying red sun
+dying of an affliction from which its rays run
+yellow sweat dripping down from my brow
+the pink sky is so hot so devoid of gray clouds
+one is down but two to go said the witch
+dressed in black in a hood staring down at the ground
+where a corpse shivers a post mortem twitch
+a brown tendril connecting its neck to a bough
+
+II
+in man's final days, babe, who knew
+that hell would come to us and rob our skies of blue
+my sepia pictures of you
+burned with the rest of my house down on West Bellevue
+one is down and two are to go
+said the witch slipping the knot before hitting the switch
+as to her final remarks I don't know
+I couldn't hear past the sound of the sandbag's rope's slip
+
+III
+welcome to a hell with population one
+the last two strung out and up into the sun
+burnt as their lips turned to gray
+I'm the last living soul, planning to go the same way
+two are down and me to go
+I've loved and lost but the cost was just so damn great
+as I tie the last rope on the bough
+I wonder if my memories will outlive my pain
+
+Bonsai LSD
+C: gcc musl
+RS: rustc
+Make: bmake gmake pdpmake
+SH: dash (or BSD ash?) qi betta
+core: bonsai coreutils
+pkg: kiss &| pkgsrc
+krn: linux
+arch: i386 amd64 aarch64 riscv64
+tcp: curl git ssh
+wm: sway + xwayland
+WiFi: iwd iwctl
+DHCP: dhcpcd
+
+                                            roll the
+                                              taco
+                                       _______   _______
+                                      |  .-.  | |  .-.  |
+                                      | (|||) | |->)|(<-|
+                                      |__'-'__| |__'-'__|
+                                          ^      _______
+           BK FISH TACO                   |     |^ ____ |
+                                          |     |||____||
+                                          |     ||______|
+  ____ /                      -|-         |
+|\    /\                    -|-|-         |
+ \\  /  \                 -|-|-|-         |
+  \\/____\ --------->    | | | |          |
+   /-----'                                |
+  /   (1) halve_____________(2) dice______|____
+           |                                   |
+           |            *****    diced tomato  |
+           |          ( ( ) ) )    lettuce     |
+           |         ( ( ( ) )   diced fish    |
+           |           __---,                  |
+           |          :___--'    tartar sauce  |
+           |       ____________                |
+           |    ,-'            '-, tortilla 6" |
+           |    '-.____________,-'             |
+     (3)   |___________________________________|
+
+
+: ant wars
+
+When I was in like first or second grade, maybe younger, I was kept in a little
+patio setup behind a building that did after school services for children whose
+parents wanted as much time away from them as possible. We were all kept there,
+little kids sitting in the sand trying to figure out a way to get out of the
+sun but prohibited from sitting in the shade, and in the midst of our boredom
+we noticed the ants at that daycare were quite large and would eat each other.
+So what we did is we would get a couple ants together and had a points system
+in place where the less limbs your ant had the more points it could get, and
+its goal was to kill other ants that other kids had. We would grab them by
+their legs and use our fingernails to rip their other limbs off while they
+pawed at us begging to live, and then toss them in styrofoam cups that littered
+our pen and watch them fight to the death.
+
+    antennae                 (also pincers are over here; not removable UNLESS
+                          you're only playing defense and expect the other ant
+                                                                        to die)
+LU  \ (__) /  RU   head  (not removable without death)
+      -/\-
+LM  --|  |--  RM  middle (removable but inevitably terminal)
+      -\/-
+LB   /    \   RB   rear  (removable; limits mobility significantly)
+
+Ants are nicely modular; you can also glue pieces on, which is free, but most
+ants don't really know how to use their shitty popsicle stick (also littered)
+prosthetics. Termites were around but we didn't wanna use them because they
+moved too fast and hid on you, bedbugs too.
+
+
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