From 6c481d569de64cb42698aacfe111226f8571f985 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: DTB Date: Mon, 15 Apr 2024 22:17:33 -0600 Subject: [PATCH] 2024-04-15 --- homepage | 71 ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++-- 1 file changed, 69 insertions(+), 2 deletions(-) diff --git a/homepage b/homepage index bab93f8..6c824f1 100755 --- a/homepage +++ b/homepage @@ -525,6 +525,73 @@ pre { /* DRY who? */ } +/blah/2024-04-15.html + +Cyberpunk diet is low carb and high protein. I pray to Snoop Dogg that I may be +forever high. Ecoterrorism is based. + +my money don't jiggle jiggle, it folds +you wanna watch tv +Batman: The Brave and the Bold + +Creeper? Aw man. So here's what I did today: [television static] I forgor skull +I had some weed, had some beer, had some coffee, had a shit ton of ice cream. + +I've never in my life had beef stroganov or chicken salad and don't plan to. +I feel like I'm melting between scenes. There are little disjointed bits of +minutes when I look at the clock and then an hour later I don't understand how +the time has passed. I can't tell when people are following what I'm saying. I +can't tell when what I'm saying is coherent. It's like there's a timing issue, +or a race condition, or some difficult error in my brain it's impossible for me +to debug. It's like trying to fix typos without being able to see the text +being corrected. I hear people talking when they aren't and can't hear a +fucking thing when they are. Driftveil City Theme. I think everyone around me +despises me. I don't think there's any amount of sleep that will make me feel +well rested or any amount of rest that will make me stop feeling like I have +white hot needles coursing through my veins and every beat of my heart is just +ticking further along until I drop dead at 27. + +"Trinity, this book says the revolution starts when you go on a walk." + +The best word to describe me right now is scattered. mi pakala + +I can't go grocery shopping on my own because I float through aisles, +backtrack, jog from one section to the next with my basket when the synapses +fire in the order that finally tells me what I need. I linger in the hardware +section, flow through bread, liquor, snacks, get caught up in the asian foods +section, go back to somewhere to find sriracha. The knives talk to me - really! +I like to look at my reflection in the stainless steel before continuing onward +after finding the kitchen timer I wanted. Are they real? Are their words? Does +it matter? + +The Atari 2600 has 128B of memory which is more than I could keep on the top of +my head. Sometimes I make a choice and it doesn't matter whether the direction +is followed or not because I will meet the same future either way. Half my +friends came from hell, half are heading there. Scattered. + +In amongst the ranting and raving everyone's dragging through my head, if you +talked to me you might even think I was normal. Prey animals don't show they're +wounded. Perhaps even I'm alright, just a little funky wunky. You know I'm +always full of loosely connected non sequiters, thinly explained relevances. + +I've seen every Tarantino movie (except Natural Born Killers - does that +count?). + +2024-04-14 + +[mi] [wile] [e] [ni]: [sina][moli][e] [mi] +[o] [moli] [e] [mi], [wile] +[awen][ala] [lon] [ni] +[mi] [wile] [moli], [mi] [wile][moli] +[mi] [wile] [moli], [moli] [e] [mi] +[mi] [en] [moli] [mi], [mi] [en] [moli][mi] +[li] [kulupu][mi], [mi] [wile][e] [ni] +[pini][mi] [la], [tenpo][li] [suli] +[pini][mi] [li], [suwi] [ala] [lili] +[pini][mi] [la], [mi] [pali][e] [ni]: +[loje][jan] [insa], [pi ali mi] + + /blah/2024-04-14.html I saw bad stuff on the Internet yesterday and I wanna write about it. I at one @@ -536,10 +603,10 @@ because otherwise my research would go to /dev/null (my brain only): I Merriam-Webster defines pedophilia as "sexual perversion in which children are the preferred sexual object"; specifically "a psychiatric disorder in which an adult has sexual fantasies about or engages in sexual acts with a - prepubescent child" (). + prepubescent child" (<https://merriam-webster.com/dictionary/pedophilia>). 2 Pedophilia is evidently common in the present day; nearly one in six men surveyed (15.1%) of 1945 in a 2023 Australian study anonymously - self-reported sexual feelings towards children ().