diff --git a/homepage/blog b/homepage/blog index 4fc75ff..f58316a 100755 --- a/homepage/blog +++ b/homepage/blog @@ -47,6 +47,183 @@ __NAVIGATION__ +2023-02-28 + +2022年05月06日 + 66260700 + six six two six zero seven zero zero + +2022年05月10日 + I know two things about life: + 1) I will endure it + 2) It will kill me + My handwriting has suffered this gap in writing. + Cape Cod Cannibal Police (CCCP) + "It's a cop eat cop world" + "Ramirez, don't shoot! The kid's unarmed! The arms are the best part!" + They are the thing from which they're supposed to protect + Non-cannibal cops join, get eaten + Notorious as a sun-down town among the particularly scrumptious + "They say one bad apple spoils the bunch, then just say there are +'some' bad apples. I say we need more bad apples. Bad apples taste the best." + The mayor is supposed to accept the status quo or the police union will +oust + eat her + "I pray for those on which I prey and whom will pay when I go to take +my toll: their brain!" + 11min episodes + [drawing of a television show logo] + Subtle nautical theming. All solid colors: animated + Cop outfits look like fascist sailor moon + [drawing of "zombieish" fascist cop. does indeed look like fascist +sailor moon. caption: Think "Dollar Tree" fascism x sailor moon x zombies] + They're not zombies though! They're cannibals. (Also racist sexist etc) + - Cannibal cops never win + - _All_ violence looks cool as fuck and is on screen but is +unmistakeably bad nonetheless and often counter-productive + - There are 0 good cops that don't die within 5mins of being introduced + I'm uninterested in journaling about my experiences - I've already +lived them once + Actual hot glue gun + [drawing of a gun] + +2023年02月27日 + I really wish I was smoking right now. I have some shitty hand rolled +cigs I made and some nice filtered cigs [...] made and a weed roach that sorta +fucked me up when I smoked it. But I think the dab pen rip after that was the +thing that did most of the actual fucking, the joint was the cranial foreplay. +But hey, getting high is an option. + I'm considering changing my gs to have full loops like g or g. But I +don't know how legible that is. [...] does everything capital which is cool but +[...] said my lowercase script is really cool so now I'm doing that more and +it's pretty neat. LLLL LL + [...] that's so cool! + I think the descriptor "manwhore" is in-accurate in most contexts +because someone who has intercourse with a ton of people for fun is (as insult +or owned attribute) a "slut" whereas when the same is done for material gain +the doer is a "whore". I see "manwhore" used in contexts where "slut" would be +more apt, and never when the man is simply a whore. + "Manwhore" defies traditional gender stereotypes by shaming men for +having sex with lots of women in a society where diverse secual experience is +seen as a positive trait for men and negative for women, and is valuable for +that reason, but I don't see that its use is groovy if we're gonna evolve past +the prudish views of antiquity in general. + It is really hard for me to compose a sentence on paper, even as +opposed to use of a keyboard. I like the tactility of my Sharpie and the +absolute black of the ink on the page but my writing ability is poor and my +writing skills moreso! + [a drawing of the pattern of the tiles on the floor at my location] + [with markings indicating syllabic stress] Green sign sunlight sharpie +paper + The green sign sunlight paper and sharpie + I will use this time or die of thinking + Burger King gas station food and parking + If I wasn't here I would be sleeping + Liberals' defining quality is an aversion to conflict. Liberalism is +the default political stance in metropolia - a reasonable and innoffensive set +of views nobody has to think about, but can if they're particularly bored. +Meanwhile Conservativism is the other side of the same coin - a lack of +tolerance for change, and a want to undo changes done. Without a spine Conserv- +ativism cannot effectively be opposed. + Liberals and particularly the United States' Democrat party only take +stances that are to them sufficiently obviously correct. Gay rights are good +only after it's weird for them not to support gay rights. Trans rights are +still up for debate. + [...] is so fucking cool!!!!!! + [shading study drawing] + [drawing of Rockstar can on top of television] + Impossible + to see me here + so don't even + try cuz' I'll just + go dissapear [sic] + I can fade out + into the crowd + just an other + black field jacket + walking down town + cape cod cannible [sic] police + episode one: pilot +MARTINEZ & FISHER sit on a park bench; plainclothes police officers + MARTINEZ: Hey Fisher. + FISHER: Yeah? + M: Why do we always get sent to watch the poor part of town? + F: How do you mean? + M: Cape Cod is a rich town. Most parts here are rich parts. But we +send the on-duty cops to watch this one neighborhood. + F: Poor people taste better. + M: Do they? + F: Have you ever eaten the rich? + M: We ate that one dude. + F: And he tasted like shit. + M: Yeah. + F: Yeah. Because he was old as shit. + M: So we take in young rich people. + F: Then their parents ask questions. Where's Johnny? + M: Our shitters. + F: Our shitters. And they ask why we didn't call them, and where +their tax dollars are going, and why we're watching the rich neighborhod. + M: There's no crime here. + F: No shit. But rich people get out of their shit for free. Rich +people have friends, family, lawyers... + M: Yeah. I cannot get subpoenaed. + F: Neither can I! + M: I just think like, people avoid us. + F: Well, we eat people. + M: Yeah, and people know that, so they don't go near us, so we +can't get them for anything. + F: They stay inside. And we can't go door to door. + M: Fourth amendment. Like, if we went to the rich part, those +people don't avoid us. We could eat. + F: Short term. + M: I guess. + F: We have to think about sustainability. + + +2023-02-27 + +Regarding Close (2022) +TRIN: Like, for like twenty minutes in, I was like this is really, really + good casting- +[...]: And then you wish it was worse. +TRIN: Yeah! +[...]: Like, I wish it was just a little bit worse. +TRIN: The casting, the acting- +[...]: I wish the acting was worse. +TRIN: A lot worse. +Absolutely fucking gut wrenching. We both cried in the theater for an hour +straight. + + +2023-02-26 + +List of things we did on that bender +1900 - Smoking green tea +- Axe throwing +- Walk in a bird sanctuary at night +0000 - Drive to Acadia National Park +- Watching the sun rise at Acadia National Park +- Eating at the A1 Diner +- Goodwill +1200 - Faking an accident on the side of the road to get out of work +- Watching Close (2022) in theater +- Watching Of an Age (2022) in theater +1900 - Eating Thai +- Stealing slushees from Burger King + +Gains vs. Losses +- $50? Actual amount unknown +- Some quantity of days/months taken off my lifespan ++ Priceless life experience ++ The best weekend ever + + +2023-02-25 + + Metro Gnome: Keeper of Time + + Demonstration sentence. + + 2023-02-24 Write drunk. Never edit!