diff --git a/homepage b/homepage index 50108f2..edf8077 100755 --- a/homepage +++ b/homepage @@ -525,6 +525,86 @@ pre { /* DRY who? */ } +/blah/2024-01-21.html + +: hungover diaries + +0734 wake up go back to sleep +0800 alarm. ding. text girlfriend. sleep. +0805 alarm. ding +0810 alarm. i'm up i read articles about the spanish (i think) football + president or whatever forcibly kissing a player and getting booted from + football itself (they can do that?). it was hyperlinked from a + web3isgoinggreat site or whatever. neato. +0830 regretting things i messaged people last night but also some of what i + messaged was really sweet. hemingway was right +0840 kettle on stove water in pot heat in burner +0845 pouring green tea. before this also i unloaded and reloaded the dishwasher + because we forgot to do it last night (can you guess why) +0850 timer's up, add milk (oat), consider adding vodka, no trin that's why that + fucker from maine still owes you $80 +0900 check bus time tables, sit down, play some angry birds on the 3ds. why was + angry birds on the 3ds? we were watching jacksfilms and one of the skits + had angry birds in it +0910 start writing + +I am not extremely hungover because I drank a shit ton of water last night, +probably 2-3 liters. I also never really blacked out or did things that were +against my inhibitions. But I also didn't drink a whole lot anyway. + +While drinking last night I was overcome with waves of joy so intense I +collapsed and couldn't help myself laughing and rolling on the ground, feeling +the vinyl floor underneath my back. + +I've finished my tea and it was really good so I'm making another one. I put +four tea bags in my pocket so I could make green tea at work too. + +really the lilies on the ocean floor +would drown in the salt of the churning sea shore +the tide would come swallow the petals in foam +and draw lily petals away from their loam + +if i had a mill'on and ni-ne-ty two +dollars i'd hide them in calcified tombs +wooden and brass chests buried on the beach +so i could suffocate my slow-rottin peach + +and all of the lillies in under the sea +and all of the flowers drowning in the deep +and all of the orchids awash in the waves +and all of the fruits of the labors of slaves + +and all of the gold buried in the ocean +and all of the riches hoarded from their friends +and all of the rockets that reach for the stars +and terraformed rocks glowing red from afar + +the rich and the few terrorize many who +would rather send riches so far from the view +of innocent bunches collected for quite +an innocent task, helping others get by + +for where there's no gold there's no greed any all +for where there's no wine there's no fight any all +for where there's no load there's no weight any all +for where there's no pain there's no death any all + +really the beauty that lounges in calm +dissappears when there is conflict in the song +really the beauty that i've tried to save +rots in its darkness until it's too late + +if i had a million and ninety two +dollars i'd find and kill those bastards who +have more money than i and keep it on lock +then i'd burn it and then i'd bury myself + +in oil and then i'd fly myself away +to a hot red rock in the middle of space +just to ensure that the ashes themselves +are kept from those who would remake my lived hell + + /blah/2024-01-20.html : why mm(1)