From 92e74787ddb9c12392c85abe74a4c3f92cf8b68e Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: DTB Date: Wed, 14 Aug 2024 12:13:18 -0600 Subject: [PATCH] 2024-08-14 --- homepage.content | 85 ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ 1 file changed, 85 insertions(+) diff --git a/homepage.content b/homepage.content index fb69814..07feed6 100755 --- a/homepage.content +++ b/homepage.content @@ -1050,6 +1050,66 @@ pre { /* DRY who? */ } +/blah/2024-08-14.html + +My blah has made my life worse. That's why I publish rare, clumped updates - I +don't know if I still want people reading it. But I don't have a diary and my +stuff outside git forges doesn't last, never lasts. Hard drives rust, SD cards +shatter, eMMC chips fry. but there is redundancy on the Internet. And I want to +remember what I've written. And I think some of it is worthy of others' diets. + +while it lasted +the words warmed my heart +and gave me something +i didn't know i had +while it lasted +your bed comforted me +i had never slept so well +and i never did again +while it lasted +i saw a sky i'd never seen +breathed air i'd never breathed +heard songs that fascinated me +while it lasted +it meant everything to me +in a hard year +it was something soft +when at last +it meant to leave +for a hard break +its resolution was too soft +and a while later, i forgave it + +how did trent reznor feel +when johnny cash took +his song Hurt +and put more hurt +the hurt only age could give +and put it into the song +performing it, +in even reznor's opinion, +better than reznor +i would have burned +red hot rage, and jealousy +for every poem is a lover +and the strummed chords +a tighter matrimony +than any could be given by a priest +a song married to one +that one married to a dozen others +each one means the most +to take it +sacriledge. +trent reznor is cooler than i am +johnny cash was cooler +than i'll ever be +i understand why Not, +and of course Not, +and obviously Not, +but if i was reznor +i would have killed that motherfucker + + /blah/2024-08-13.html There oughtta be more trash bins around on the street. I eat my 50 cent Cow @@ -1096,6 +1156,31 @@ world a better place. "Gaia" is what the Buddhists call Kharma; the health of our planet, spiritually, physically. I gave the deer berth and let them go on about their evening. And they didn't bother me either. +i wanna take someone +tie them to a post +in my basement +in a position +where they can only stand up +so they slowly get +more and more fatigued +break them mentally +then cut them loose +and watch them +stick +around +without external relationships +without ambitious desire +without resistance +without worries +without hope +i wanna take someone +i want to keep them +alone +but really i am +alone +- +that being said, + /blah/2024-08-11.html