From a5413c68a765ddc9d95cf805ac81bf092f2fcb5a Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: DTB Date: Sat, 26 Aug 2023 18:26:35 -0400 Subject: [PATCH] 2023-08-25 --- homepage/homepage | 27 +++++++++++++++++++++++++++ 1 file changed, 27 insertions(+) diff --git a/homepage/homepage b/homepage/homepage index f5c43ef..60708db 100755 --- a/homepage/homepage +++ b/homepage/homepage @@ -1928,6 +1928,33 @@ If I don't, escalate the issue to the host of this site (this can also be found +/blah/2023-08-25.html + +the voices in my head just gave me a pep talk +i was wondering if my presence had done harm +because my host just went away said they thought they felt pent up +now i'm sitting here in the dark on my laptop + +i can't justify my presence if i've done harm +can't justify existing if my presence won't let pain stop +i worry about hurting everybody i love +they say it's not my fault but would say the same if it was + +i'm not feeling great it's not my stomach it's my head i +think it's the static state of my location i've been in i +was wondering if i could get some space for a minute i +am going out i'll be back or if not i will text you back bye + +i cleaned the room i'm staying in it's not my room it's its +it's its near institution living space i've invaded and its +floor is taken over by my shit from my backpack it is +now in the corner so it's not so claustrophobic inducing + +i should shit or get off the pot but i still won't turn the light on +i would rather sit in darkness than walk over to the switch my +laptop is light enough and i don't like disturbing the air + + /blah/2023-08-23.html roses are red