From a5aaa039125e98a460e70715ede7561b5c8d10dc Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: DTB Date: Sun, 8 Oct 2023 13:17:59 -0400 Subject: [PATCH] 2023-10-06 --- homepage/homepage | 61 +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ 1 file changed, 61 insertions(+) diff --git a/homepage/homepage b/homepage/homepage index 728f1af..c7c4c57 100755 --- a/homepage/homepage +++ b/homepage/homepage @@ -1928,6 +1928,67 @@ If I don't, escalate the issue to the host of this site (this can also be found +/blah/2023-10-08.html + +An angel commits to sin... + +I'm hallucinating, just a little. I think it's exhaustion. Everything is just a +little unreal. + +Yesterday I had a cigarette. The day before I did too. That's four since +starting to quit. + +Today I read Blood Stained Teeth #2-5 (2022). I've recently read The Vampyr +(1816), Tales to Astonish #1-2 (1958), #3-9 (1959), #10-17 (1960), #18-29 +(1961), #30-41 (1962), Fantastic Four #1-3 (1961), #4-5 (1962), The Incredible +Hulk #1-4 (1962), V for Vendetta #1-6 (1988), #07-10 (1989), and the entirety +of Death Note. Oh, also Injection #1-5 (2015), #06-10 (2016), #10-15 (2017), No +Longer Human (2019), and some other stuff. Reading Alias Grace (1996) and quite +enjoying it. + +I've been reading a lot lately. I have a lust for passive but self-paced +entertainment and adult-oriented comic books have been hitting the point +between candy for eyes and food for thought. Particularly V for Vendetta, which +has excellent and distinct artwork, and Blood Stained Teeth which is a visual +fever dream very different from but reminiscent of Panty and Stocking with +Garterbelt, an animation from Gainax. Art overflowing with passion. + +I think Anarchism most closely resembles my political beliefs but I'm not sure. +I don't particularly care about labels but as a word-as-summary they are +useful. When someone falls in the mosh pit you help them up, there's no more to +it. + +[...] has been discussing Zen Buddhism in [...] and it's fascinating, and not +quite what I had thought it was from pop culture education. + +I've been learning Toki Pona passively and it is a very fun language. + +I have my Raspberry Pi set up perfectly. Absolutely perfectly. This is my ideal +setup for a computer. It's such a shame that this is a temporary setup; it will +be replaced by my ClockworkPi uConsole when it comes ("this" being a CrowPi2 +with the disadantage of not having a battery and thus being tethered either to +the wall (via AC adapter) or my power pack (via DC 5525 or whatever it is) +which can't injest power while delivering voltage out of the barrel jack +("power pack" being the Shargeek Storm2 or whatever it's called now). + +I discovered strerror(3) recently and my life has become a lot easier. + +Fight or flight? I flap my angel wings and am spirited away. + +I talked to Usagi for the first time in a while. I was so weird to her. So +weird. And she is still my friend. I was so weird and she has no problem with +it whatsoever. Acceptance is so rare. + +Yesterday I wanted to die. Today I am ready to accept death should it happen to +me, but I will do what I can to prevent it. I don't think I'll ever fear death +but I don't long for it when I'm doing decently. Yesterday I was not doing +decently. I have been cold and nervous for a long while now and have not known +genuine safety since August. My body is in fight or flight mode and has been +for a while. I am less a rabbit and more a hare. + +I've been using Chimera Linux and absolutely love it. + + /blah/2023-10-05.html Today taking my bag of trash out I noticed my old kitchen manager, one of those