From b82554c370524f44a23460b4619f05410d5ee2f7 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: DTB Date: Tue, 24 Oct 2023 08:25:56 -0500 Subject: [PATCH] 2023-10-27 --- homepage/homepage | 44 ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ 1 file changed, 44 insertions(+) diff --git a/homepage/homepage b/homepage/homepage index f82bfef..994bc2f 100755 --- a/homepage/homepage +++ b/homepage/homepage @@ -1929,6 +1929,50 @@ If I don't, escalate the issue to the host of this site (this can also be found +/blah/2023-10-27.html + +Someone killed a couple dozen people in my hometown a week or two after I left. +They did it with an assault rifle and went to the bowling alley where in my +childhood I attended birthday parties and a bar or something near a place at +which I used to work. + +My gut reaction is very callous because I was treated very poorly in this +hometown. I and many of my friends were harrassed by the police that are now +being lauded for their unsuccessful work on finding the perpetrator of this +mass killing who fled or possibly committed suicide. On one of the streets on +which innocent people were shot en mass I was chased out of tree cover under +which I was sleeping by someone who yelled at me that they were going to kill +me because I was homeless. I know more people than were killed who died from +lack of resources and lack of help in the same town who were equally innocent. +I feel for the residents of Lewiston, Maine. I feel for the families and +friends of those who lost their lives and I am sad for those who died. But +rather than draw attention to the mental health crisis and resulting drug +crisis in Maine and helping those who are needy and suffering this slaughter +which is unprecedented in Maine history will likely be used to argue for +stricter gun laws in a refreshingly free state, and I find that really +unfortunate. However I will not ever return to Lewiston, Maine, ever, for any +reason. Once I'm established here I'm going to make a fake background and +forget I ever came from Maine. I want to never again be associated with the +place that bore me. I say this as a Mainer and as a Mainer this will be my last +thought. + +I'm finding employment here, far away from Maine, and I have found a happiness +I have never known and didn't know existed. I am now of here and here is +beautiful. + +2023-10-26 + +[1307] trinity: mountain far above + rising against the sun's fall + tell me where it's home + + +/blah/2023-10-25.html + +Trinity: The [Pinephone] will turn on in your pocket and then die. +Mars: It's just like me, narcoleptic and suicidal. + + /blah/2023-10-23.html : i just want to play the cannibalism game