diff --git a/homepage b/homepage index 09f7cf3..daa964e 100755 --- a/homepage +++ b/homepage @@ -525,6 +525,85 @@ pre { /* DRY who? */ } +/blah/2024-02-06.html + +Read Herogasm (2010). +Read Highland Laddie (2011). + +psychosecurity - relating to organizational or personal security against + psychic tampering (mind control & hypnosis, cognitoviruses + & memetics, ethereal processes, et cetera) + +I want to proteinmax and get lots of muscle so I taste really good when I'm +killed and eaten. I'm at 7.5lbs on biceps curls but I think I might be close to +being able to move up to 10, though I think my form is wrong. I want a gym +membership. + +Typing on the HHKB is still pure sex all these moons later. + +I can't think of much to say, my life is a bit mundane lately. + +Watching someone text and drive at the same time. + +I got a sweater so now I can dress like Andy from The Coffin of Andy and +Leyley. Now I just need my hair dyed black. I swore that would be one of the +first things I'd do upon arriving to this new land but money ain't for nothing +and the chicks sure as hell ain't free. + +serotonin softly stole +by postage acid-dipped and sold +lab made a buck +are your eyes wide enough +that you can see life unfold? + +I think ESP is going to be an actual security issue within the next hundred +years but I wouldn't bet on it. I do think fringe ether stuff like that is +possible. + +1346 + +"Wow, you're really tense." + +Read Butcher, Baker, Candlestickmaker (2011). +Read Hanging Not Punishment Enough (1701). +Read The GNU Manifesto (2008). +Read Evil Maid Just Got Angrier (2013). +Read PRINCE - Modern Password Guessing Algorithm (2014). +Read Measuring Real-World Innacuracies and Biases in Modeling Password + Guessability (2015). + +Yeah I'm really fucking tense. I thought I heard something getting out of the +shower so I drew my (3 inch - pathetic) knife and cleared the corridor kitchen +and living room just like old times. Nothing of course. C'est ne rien. + +I want so bad to fucking kill someone. Anyone. I miss the feeling of quickening +pulse beating against my palms and then its slowing and cessation. I come from +a land where gazelles grazed freely in the pairie, unaware their world could +end. + +My memories of my former land blur together into one montage of death and life +and love and hell. I remember beating the shit out of- that's not believeable, +I don't believe it. I remember hotboxing my manager's car, habitually. Smoking +everyone else's weed. Being owed a thousand dollars by someone who tried to +strand me in Manhattan. Getting a PS2, giving it to people I thought I liked, +realizing. Getting a Gamecube, loving it, realizing I didn't have anyone with +which to play it, selling it for much less than for which I bought it. Getting +a Wii when I was very young, treasuring it, letting it collect dust as I moved +on to handheld pastures, finding it again, using ponyhax to homebrew it, +treasuring it, sending it along to someone I still think is cool. + +I dislike most people I used to know, especially in hindsight. I can't believe +the things I did, nor can anyone else. I tried my damndest to not get any scars +because when I was done what I was doing I wanted to be Done - not marked by my +past. I wore a big, heavy jacket, and big, heavy pants, and big, heavy boots, +and they all got beat to shit really quickly but kept me alright in them. All I +have now are marks from old roadrash and a couple dozen burns on my arms from +work and play. And how did you get in so much trouble if you don't have any +scars... + +Cryptanalysts have the upper hand. + + /blah/2024-02-04.html Read The Boys Omnibus 1 (2009).