2022-02-03

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@@ -24,6 +24,151 @@ rarely make sense, which is a product of myself not making any sense but also
 that they're not ordered in any sort of chronology except that when I find
 something I drop it on the top.
 
+2023-02-03
+
+2022-04-26
+
+Miss You Already
+	Hey Trin!! I'm gonna miss you so much! I hope you excel at everything
+	you do!!
+		- Love Drew
+	Bye!
+		- Miranda
+	We'll miss you!!!
+		- Kaylah
+	Bye.
+		Rita
+	We'll miss you trin! Good luck with your new job!
+		- Kim
+	Best of luck
+		- [unintelligible]
+Good-Bye From All of Us
+	Good Luck :)
+		- Lee
+	Gonna miss you + the [...]
+		- Peter
+
+	That job gave me such bad stomach issues I ate like only yogurt for a
+week to adjust. Three of those seven signateurs left that job in the next six
+months. I had been there eighteen months, long enough to go from severe
+incompetence to actually knowing what I was doing. At my current job I again
+consider myself incompetent. But I work with what I'm given.
+
+	"More money more problems" is total bullshit. More money is only more
+problems if you're too afraid to slice and dice a little. If you wanna take the
+edge off you're gonna have to fuck around with an angle grinder a little.
+
+	Just looked up what an angle grinder is. I didn't actually know, the
+name is just metal and the words are sort of iambic.
+
+	Sarin is so OP. I'd name a kid Sarin.
+
+2022年02月22日
+
+ウサギ-
+	[picture of a dog/cat thing on a windowsill]
+	tomorrow we're watching American Psycho (2000)
+	Today I work 1130-1700. Tonight I'll pick up some snacks and clean my
+room a bit. It's messy but I don't think it's beyond saving.
+	[picture of the burger king]
+	Just trying to cover up the bleed-thru.
+	Sitcom
+	["Pilot"] S1E1
+		The fellas throw Trinity a surprise 9/11 celebration.
+	["Trauma Wars"] S1E2
+		During a Phineas and Ferb reenactment, Trinity throws a game
+		show where the player with the most childhood trauma wins.
+	["The Long Shot"] S1E3
+		Trinity and [...] come up with a plan to get raises.
+	["Codebreakers"] S1E4
+		The fellas break the Hayes code.
+	["Wings"] S1E6
+		Trinity tries to convince her friends to star in a television
+		pilot about celebrating 9/11.
+"Prove to me that you're human."
+	"Excuse me?"
+	SUBJECT:
+		PHIL MANEKINO
+	AGE:
+		35
+"Prove to me that you're a human."
+	"I don't have to prove anything to-"
+	DISINCENTIVE APPLIED.
+"Prove to me that you're a human."
+	Phil shifted in its chair.
+	"I- I have a wife-"
+"She too is in questioning."
+	"-a family-"
+"So are they."
+	"-so what's in question? My whole life?"
+"Prove to me you're not a robot."
+	"How? Why?"
+I sat back and emitted a sigh. "Your latest medical examination revealed no
+hypertension, pre-hypertension, cavieities, abnormalities. You have no criminal
+background of any kind. No unusual lookup patterns on the Intranet. Thus, you
+must be a robot."
+	"I'm a robot because I'm clean?"
+"Nobody's clean in such a dirty world. Your dirt must be deeper than skin."
+I selected the dremel from my toolkit.
+	"Oh god, no, please."
+	The usual pleas.
+"Prove to me you're not a robot."
+	"Why are you doing this?"
+	DISSECTED FINGER: HUMAN.
+"You're a cuborg?"
+	DISSECTED ARM: HUMAN.
+I dismantled the robot made only of human components and from these and my
+experience compiled my report. Family must be, too.
+Operator congratulated me before turning me off.
+	on my usual stupid bullshit
+
+2022年02月22日
+
+ウサギ-
+	It's today again. Perhaps it was today yesterday, or it's yesterday
+today. It doesn't really matter.
+	[picture of a stick figure sitting at a table, saying "where am I?"]
+	I remembed in elementary school I was in the "Gifted[...]" program -
+[...]. Apparently they formally I.Q. tested me but I don't know that anyone
+outside the program (or myself) saw the results.
+	We read advanced reading books, did more complicated maths, etc. I
+preffered [sic] the middle school [...] teacher, [...], to the elementary
+teacher. Less strict. Anyway, I got the feeling it was a doomed program. Lack
+of funding, lack of interest. Of course the public controversy around such
+things. But hey, it got me reading Shakespeare in like fifth grade. A Midsummer
+Night's Dream. Not my favorite of his.
+	I didn't really enjoy my childhood. [...]
+	Life was simpler. Better? No. Much worse. But I like simplicity.
+	[...]
+	[...]
+
+trinity@laika:~ $ curl wttr.in/?m
+Weather report: [...], Maine, United States
+
+                Overcast
+       .--.     -26(-38) °C    
+    .-(    ).   ↘ 22 km/h      
+   (___.__)__)  16 km          
+                0.0 mm
+
+Hell's dress code is this:
+ - shirt, pants, intimates, et cetera; base layer
+ - jumper
+ - jacket liner
+ - jacket
+ - bandanna to cover face
+ - hat
+ - jacket hood, pulled tight
+ - chunky ugly really warm gloves
+ - leg warmers
+good enough to go to the gas station. any farther and you will die.
+
+	One fortune cookie, two fortunes:
+		Don't stop dreaming, otherwise your dreams will get awfully
+		boring.
+		Be smart but don't show it.
+
+
 2023-02-02
 
 	Jesus it's cold... I gotta move someplace warmer... like Hell...
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 2023-01-29
 
 	Fuck!