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+	psychological pay decline
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+	8:00 snooze 8:15 snooze 8:30 snooze 8:45 snooze 9:00 snooze 9:15 time
+to wake up. I got dressed, took a shower, and walked to work. A much simpler
+time.
+	"Seven hundred dollars. That's how much it cost for a tank of oil." The
+taxi driver today was talking about the economy, I think. "It's gonna be a hard
+winter." The lights dance on the dashboard in the still night and the wind
+whistles in the window and I spend most of my time in the cab mentally
+rehearsing my interaction with the chemist at the pharmacy. "I'd like to pick
+up a prescription." "I'd like to pick up a prescription." Really nail down that
+line.
+	Yesterday I got a partial fill which got me through this morning. Every
+time I go to the pharmacy there's some sort of catch, some sort of issue that
+means I have to call someone and sort something out. This one was particularly
+bad in that the prescription was actually nixed because of the insurance and I
+had to get a new one, and they sent it to the wrong place. All this for two
+weeks' worth of a substance that isn't scheduled, doesn't really have any ab
+-usage, and is fairly common. It's such a hassle.
+	I got some energy drinks and energy bars at the supermarket and had a
+dinner in a lawn outside before walking home. Now I get to go to sleep and do
+it all over again.
+
+2022-09-30
+
+	[notes from the voice recorder]
+
+	[20:53] Cap'n lo-. Cap'n- cap- cap- cap'n's log. Cap'n's log? Cap [sigh]
+cap'n's log. Mmm. Whatever. Trinity's log. Uh, heh, like, log, like [redacted]
+um Trinity's notes okay Trinity's notes um, what day is it today? September
+*pause* twenty, 2022 September 30. Um, [sigh], been moshing and other things
+this month. Don't really remember much of it.
+	[20:54] But whatever it was, it was vibey. It was pretty vibey. Um,
+[redacted], that's pretty cool, um, I was gonna, I was gonna do a cool song
+idea [here], it- it would be cool for a rap, like, a triplet style rap, like,
+okay, like, picture this, like, like, fuckin and suckin and fuckin and suckin
+and fuckin and suckin and suck. Suck. Suckin and fuckin and fuckin and suckin
+and suckin and fuckin and fuck. Fuck. Something like that? I don't know. I
+don't know if that's already been done before, but that's a thought.
+	[20:55] Um, I don't know for whom I should vote. It's end of September,
+we're getting into October, election happens November. Um, I know not Paul
+LePage because Paul LePage is a rat bastard, we kicked him out and he's come
+back for more, um, [sigh], I don't know, I don't know who all these goddamn
+representatives are, like, uh, Jared Golden, thought he was pretty cool,
+apparently he's done some bad stuff. Eric Brakey is a silly, silly man, but I
+love the silliness but he might actually do something stupid, like, he's
+normally very stupid, but he might do something fucking idiotic
+	[20:56] like they're trying to get rid of gay marriage or something?
+Um, abortion, yeah. Dog! Dog! Doooooog! Why don't people do what they wanna do.
+Like, shit's a bundle of cells. Who gives a shit. That's my opinion on the
+matter. Um, [sigh], I've been listening to various metal, non-metal music. I've
+gotta get my laptop set up to draw again, but my digitizer is broken because I
+dropped my laptop so I need to get a new screen, I think uh, I think an eBay
+auction I'm in I'm gonna win, so, that'll get me another screen and I can just
+drop it in. Um, that's good.
+	[20:57] Uh, let's see what else, I don't know, that's pretty much how
+things are going right now. This is a cool voice journal entry. Not much to it.
+Um, it's late right now, it's like nine, eight or nine P.M., yeah, 2100 hours.
+Almost onto that. Oh, ambulance. I thought ambulances used their sirens at
+night. Well apparently they don't, they just put their flashers on, I always
+wondered about that. I don't think I've ever seen an ambulance at night before.
+No, I have, um.
+	[20:58] [redacted] heh, like the Kate Bush song. Um, I don't really
+know why Kate Bush is popular again, but uh, it's pretty cool. Kate Bush is
+really cool.
+	[20:59] Um, let's see. [sniff] I should - I should give my thoughts on
+various things. Um, smoking is cool, but, like, I'm trying not to smoke because
+it always makes me break out. I get, like, a shit ton of acne, whenever I smoke
+a cigarette. Um, but, it is nice, it's something to do. I don't know, I think
+all those people who are like "oh no, don't smoke cigarettes, they're, they're
+incredibly dangerous, they're gonna kill us all", like, dawg, you can have one
+or two cigarettes, and you'll survive. Um, I had like one cigarette, and I was
+like yeah, this is pretty cool, but it's - it's a really expensive hobby.
+	[21:00] [redacted] but uh, marijuana sounds interesting. Alcohol,
+boring, only losers drink, I lose respect for people pretty fast when they
+start drinking, like dude, chill out, like, alcohol is just kinda a turn-off in
+general. [horns blaring] What's something heavier? Oh damn.
+	[21:01] Um, methamphetamine, um, I dunno, seems pretty cool, I watched
+the entirety of Breaking Bad and Better Call Saul, which recently ended, um,
+and judging by that I would say meth seems like something that someone could
+do, and it would probably mess them up a little bit, but I dunno, um, [sigh], I
+dunno, I don't really judge people who go for hard stuff, like, you know, if
+you wanna try- if you wanna try something, if you wanna party, it's cool. It's
+good to wanna try new things. [sigh] [redacted]
+
+	Alright I'm done transcribing this shit.
+
+
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