2024-05-16
This commit is contained in:
parent
ca27fcc030
commit
397c34232a
121
homepage
121
homepage
@ -525,6 +525,127 @@ pre { /* DRY who? */
|
|||||||
}
|
}
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
/blah/2024-05-16.html
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
I forgot my phone today. Oh well. I've decided I'm done smoking weed at work
|
||||||
|
for the moment. Sometimes one can be too silly. Bus fares cost me an arm and a
|
||||||
|
leg. $1.75/trip? 20mins of my labor a day goes to transportation, and it's
|
||||||
|
often not on time. I feel neutral about self harm but I love to taste my own
|
||||||
|
blood so I try not to cut too deep or too big so I don't leave scars for too
|
||||||
|
long. The weather today is sunny. I'm wearing a sweater. It's been nine months
|
||||||
|
since I arrived at the bus station here. I've changed significantly. I miss
|
||||||
|
M-- and Moxie and blueberries off the bush and excellent weed and fistfights.
|
||||||
|
Life was not very good but I miss the simplicity of it. I never have enough
|
||||||
|
money anymore. I'm always tired. I don't think I deserve happiness but even if
|
||||||
|
I did I don't think I could ever find it. Blah blah blah. It smells like
|
||||||
|
freshly cut grass here. I can use this computer while walking. Maid computing.
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
: more shit i wrote while high at work
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
are antimemes sigils?
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
I
|
||||||
|
in the tears of the crying red sun
|
||||||
|
dying of an affliction from which its rays run
|
||||||
|
yellow sweat dripping down from my brow
|
||||||
|
the pink sky is so hot so devoid of gray clouds
|
||||||
|
one is down but two to go said the witch
|
||||||
|
dressed in black in a hood staring down at the ground
|
||||||
|
where a corpse shivers a post mortem twitch
|
||||||
|
a brown tendril connecting its neck to a bough
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
II
|
||||||
|
in man's final days, babe, who knew
|
||||||
|
that hell would come to us and rob our skies of blue
|
||||||
|
my sepia pictures of you
|
||||||
|
burned with the rest of my house down on West Bellevue
|
||||||
|
one is down and two are to go
|
||||||
|
said the witch slipping the knot before hitting the switch
|
||||||
|
as to her final remarks I don't know
|
||||||
|
I couldn't hear past the sound of the sandbag's rope's slip
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
III
|
||||||
|
welcome to a hell with population one
|
||||||
|
the last two strung out and up into the sun
|
||||||
|
burnt as their lips turned to gray
|
||||||
|
I'm the last living soul, planning to go the same way
|
||||||
|
two are down and me to go
|
||||||
|
I've loved and lost but the cost was just so damn great
|
||||||
|
as I tie the last rope on the bough
|
||||||
|
I wonder if my memories will outlive my pain
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
Bonsai LSD
|
||||||
|
C: gcc musl
|
||||||
|
RS: rustc
|
||||||
|
Make: bmake gmake pdpmake
|
||||||
|
SH: dash (or BSD ash?) qi betta
|
||||||
|
core: bonsai coreutils
|
||||||
|
pkg: kiss &| pkgsrc
|
||||||
|
krn: linux
|
||||||
|
arch: i386 amd64 aarch64 riscv64
|
||||||
|
tcp: curl git ssh
|
||||||
|
wm: sway + xwayland
|
||||||
|
WiFi: iwd iwctl
|
||||||
|
DHCP: dhcpcd
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
roll the
|
||||||
|
taco
|
||||||
|
_______ _______
|
||||||
|
| .-. | | .-. |
|
||||||
|
| (|||) | |->)|(<-|
|
||||||
|
|__'-'__| |__'-'__|
|
||||||
|
^ _______
|
||||||
|
BK FISH TACO | |^ ____ |
|
||||||
|
| |||____||
|
||||||
|
| ||______|
|
||||||
|
____ / -|- |
|
||||||
|
|\ /\ -|-|- |
|
||||||
|
\\ / \ -|-|-|- |
|
||||||
|
\\/____\ ---------> | | | | |
|
||||||
|
/-----' |
|
||||||
|
/ (1) halve_____________(2) dice______|____
|
||||||
|
| |
|
||||||
|
| ***** diced tomato |
|
||||||
|
| ( ( ) ) ) lettuce |
|
||||||
|
| ( ( ( ) ) diced fish |
|
||||||
|
| __---, |
|
||||||
|
| :___--' tartar sauce |
|
||||||
|
| ____________ |
|
||||||
|
| ,-' '-, tortilla 6" |
|
||||||
|
| '-.____________,-' |
|
||||||
|
(3) |___________________________________|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
: ant wars
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
When I was in like first or second grade, maybe younger, I was kept in a little
|
||||||
|
patio setup behind a building that did after school services for children whose
|
||||||
|
parents wanted as much time away from them as possible. We were all kept there,
|
||||||
|
little kids sitting in the sand trying to figure out a way to get out of the
|
||||||
|
sun but prohibited from sitting in the shade, and in the midst of our boredom
|
||||||
|
we noticed the ants at that daycare were quite large and would eat each other.
|
||||||
|
So what we did is we would get a couple ants together and had a points system
|
||||||
|
in place where the less limbs your ant had the more points it could get, and
|
||||||
|
its goal was to kill other ants that other kids had. We would grab them by
|
||||||
|
their legs and use our fingernails to rip their other limbs off while they
|
||||||
|
pawed at us begging to live, and then toss them in styrofoam cups that littered
|
||||||
|
our pen and watch them fight to the death.
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
antennae (also pincers are over here; not removable UNLESS
|
||||||
|
you're only playing defense and expect the other ant
|
||||||
|
to die)
|
||||||
|
LU \ (__) / RU head (not removable without death)
|
||||||
|
-/\-
|
||||||
|
LM --| |-- RM middle (removable but inevitably terminal)
|
||||||
|
-\/-
|
||||||
|
LB / \ RB rear (removable; limits mobility significantly)
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
Ants are nicely modular; you can also glue pieces on, which is free, but most
|
||||||
|
ants don't really know how to use their shitty popsicle stick (also littered)
|
||||||
|
prosthetics. Termites were around but we didn't wanna use them because they
|
||||||
|
moved too fast and hid on you, bedbugs too.
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
/blah/2024-05-15.html
|
/blah/2024-05-15.html
|
||||||
|
|
||||||
: emulating windows xp on a raspberry pi
|
: emulating windows xp on a raspberry pi
|
||||||
|
|||||||
Loading…
Reference in New Issue
Block a user