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+2023-02-28
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+2022年05月06日
+	66260700
+	six six two six zero seven zero zero
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+2022年05月10日
+	I know two things about life:
+	1) I will endure it
+	2) It will kill me
+	My handwriting has suffered this gap in writing.
+	Cape Cod Cannibal Police (CCCP)
+	"It's a cop eat cop world"
+	"Ramirez, don't shoot! The kid's unarmed! The arms are the best part!"
+	They are the thing from which they're supposed to protect
+	Non-cannibal cops join, get eaten
+	Notorious as a sun-down town among the particularly scrumptious
+	"They say one bad apple spoils the bunch, then just say there are
+'some' bad apples. I say we need more bad apples. Bad apples taste the best."
+	The mayor is supposed to accept the status quo or the police union will
+oust + eat her
+	"I pray for those on which I prey and whom will pay when I go to take
+my toll: their brain!"
+	11min episodes
+	[drawing of a television show logo]
+	Subtle nautical theming. All solid colors: animated
+	Cop outfits look like fascist sailor moon
+	[drawing of "zombieish" fascist cop. does indeed look like fascist
+sailor moon. caption: Think "Dollar Tree" fascism x sailor moon x zombies]
+	They're not zombies though! They're cannibals. (Also racist sexist etc)
+	- Cannibal cops never win
+	- _All_ violence looks cool as fuck and is on screen but is
+unmistakeably bad nonetheless and often counter-productive
+	- There are 0 good cops that don't die within 5mins of being introduced
+	I'm uninterested in journaling about my experiences - I've already
+lived them once
+	Actual hot glue gun
+	[drawing of a gun]
+
+2023年02月27日
+	I really wish I was smoking right now. I have some shitty hand rolled
+cigs I made and some nice filtered cigs [...] made and a weed roach that sorta
+fucked me up when I smoked it. But I think the dab pen rip after that was the
+thing that did most of the actual fucking, the joint was the cranial foreplay.
+But hey, getting high is an option.
+	I'm considering changing my gs to have full loops like g or g. But I
+don't know how legible that is. [...] does everything capital which is cool but
+[...] said my lowercase script is really cool so now I'm doing that more and
+it's pretty neat. LLLL LL
+	[...] that's so cool!
+	I think the descriptor "manwhore" is in-accurate in most contexts
+because someone who has intercourse with a ton of people for fun is (as insult
+or owned attribute) a "slut" whereas when the same is done for material gain
+the doer is a "whore". I see "manwhore" used in contexts where "slut" would be
+more apt, and never when the man is simply a whore.
+	"Manwhore" defies traditional gender stereotypes by shaming men for
+having sex with lots of women in a society where diverse secual experience is
+seen as a positive trait for men and negative for women, and is valuable for
+that reason, but I don't see that its use is groovy if we're gonna evolve past
+the prudish views of antiquity in general.
+	It is really hard for me to compose a sentence on paper, even as
+opposed to use of a keyboard. I like the tactility of my Sharpie and the
+absolute black of the ink on the page but my writing ability is poor and my
+writing skills moreso!
+	[a drawing of the pattern of the tiles on the floor at my location]
+	[with markings indicating syllabic stress] Green sign sunlight sharpie
+paper
+	The green sign sunlight paper and sharpie
+	I will use this time or die of thinking
+	Burger King gas station food and parking
+	If I wasn't here I would be sleeping
+	Liberals' defining quality is an aversion to conflict. Liberalism is
+the default political stance in metropolia - a reasonable and innoffensive set
+of views nobody has to think about, but can if they're particularly bored.
+Meanwhile Conservativism is the other side of the same coin - a lack of
+tolerance for change, and a want to undo changes done. Without a spine Conserv-
+ativism cannot effectively be opposed.
+	Liberals and particularly the United States' Democrat party only take
+stances that are to them sufficiently obviously correct. Gay rights are good
+only after it's weird for them not to support gay rights. Trans rights are
+still up for debate.
+	[...] is so fucking cool!!!!!!
+	[shading study drawing]
+	[drawing of Rockstar can on top of television]
+	Impossible
+	to see me here
+	so don't even
+	try cuz' I'll just
+	go dissapear [sic]
+	I can fade out
+	into the crowd
+	just an other
+	black field jacket
+	walking down town
+	cape cod cannible [sic] police
+	episode one: pilot
+MARTINEZ & FISHER sit on a park bench; plainclothes police officers
+	MARTINEZ:	Hey Fisher.
+	FISHER:	Yeah?
+	M:	Why do we always get sent to watch the poor part of town?
+	F:	How do you mean?
+	M:	Cape Cod is a rich town. Most parts here are rich parts. But we
+send the on-duty cops to watch this one neighborhood.
+	F:	Poor people taste better.
+	M:	Do they?
+	F:	Have you ever eaten the rich?
+	M:	We ate that one dude.
+	F:	And he tasted like shit.
+	M:	Yeah.
+	F:	Yeah. Because he was old as shit.
+	M:	So we take in young rich people.
+	F:	Then their parents ask questions. Where's Johnny?
+	M:	Our shitters.
+	F:	Our shitters. And they ask why we didn't call them, and where
+their tax dollars are going, and why we're watching the rich neighborhod.
+	M:	There's no crime here.
+	F:	No shit. But rich people get out of their shit for free. Rich
+people have friends, family, lawyers...
+	M:	Yeah. I cannot get subpoenaed.
+	F:	Neither can I!
+	M:	I just think like, people avoid us.
+	F:	Well, we eat people.
+	M:	Yeah, and people know that, so they don't go near us, so we
+can't get them for anything.
+	F:	They stay inside. And we can't go door to door.
+	M:	Fourth amendment. Like, if we went to the rich part, those
+people don't avoid us. We could eat.
+	F:	Short term.
+	M:	I guess.
+	F:	We have to think about sustainability.
+
+
+2023-02-27
+
+Regarding Close (2022)
+TRIN:	Like, for like twenty minutes in, I was like this is really, really
+	good casting-
+[...]:	And then you wish it was worse.
+TRIN:	Yeah!
+[...]:	Like, I wish it was just a little bit worse.
+TRIN:	The casting, the acting-
+[...]:	I wish the acting was worse.
+TRIN:	A lot worse.
+Absolutely fucking gut wrenching. We both cried in the theater for an hour
+straight.
+
+
+2023-02-26
+
+List of things we did on that bender
+1900 -	Smoking green tea
+-	Axe throwing
+-	Walk in a bird sanctuary at night
+0000 -	Drive to Acadia National Park
+-	Watching the sun rise at Acadia National Park
+-	Eating at the A1 Diner
+-	Goodwill
+1200 -	Faking an accident on the side of the road to get out of work
+-	Watching Close (2022) in theater
+-	Watching Of an Age (2022) in theater
+1900 -	Eating Thai
+-	Stealing slushees from Burger King
+
+Gains vs. Losses
+- $50? Actual amount unknown
+- Some quantity of days/months taken off my lifespan
++ Priceless life experience
++ The best weekend ever
+
+
+2023-02-25
+
+	Metro Gnome: Keeper of Time
+
+	Demonstration sentence.
+
+
 2023-02-24
 
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