2023-02-28

2023-02-28

2022年05月06日

66260700

six six two six zero seven zero zero

2022年05月10日

I know two things about life:

1) I will endure it

2) It will kill me

My handwriting has suffered this gap in writing.

Cape Cod Cannibal Police (CCCP)

"It's a cop eat cop world"

"Ramirez, don't shoot! The kid's unarmed! The arms are the best part!"

They are the thing from which they're supposed to protect

Non-cannibal cops join, get eaten

Notorious as a sun-down town among the particularly scrumptious

"They say one bad apple spoils the bunch, then just say there are

'some' bad apples. I say we need more bad apples. Bad apples taste the best."

The mayor is supposed to accept the status quo or the police union will

oust + eat her

"I pray for those on which I prey and whom will pay when I go to take

my toll: their brain!"

11min episodes

[drawing of a television show logo]

Subtle nautical theming. All solid colors: animated

Cop outfits look like fascist sailor moon

[drawing of "zombieish" fascist cop. does indeed look like fascist

sailor moon. caption: Think "Dollar Tree" fascism x sailor moon x zombies]

They're not zombies though! They're cannibals. (Also racist sexist etc)

- Cannibal cops never win

- _All_ violence looks cool as fuck and is on screen but is

unmistakeably bad nonetheless and often counter-productive

- There are 0 good cops that don't die within 5mins of being introduced

I'm uninterested in journaling about my experiences - I've already

lived them once

Actual hot glue gun

[drawing of a gun]

2023年02月27日

I really wish I was smoking right now. I have some shitty hand rolled

cigs I made and some nice filtered cigs [...] made and a weed roach that sorta

fucked me up when I smoked it. But I think the dab pen rip after that was the

thing that did most of the actual fucking, the joint was the cranial foreplay.

But hey, getting high is an option.

I'm considering changing my gs to have full loops like g or g. But I

don't know how legible that is. [...] does everything capital which is cool but

[...] said my lowercase script is really cool so now I'm doing that more and

it's pretty neat. LLLL LL

[...] that's so cool!

I think the descriptor "manwhore" is in-accurate in most contexts

because someone who has intercourse with a ton of people for fun is (as insult

or owned attribute) a "slut" whereas when the same is done for material gain

the doer is a "whore". I see "manwhore" used in contexts where "slut" would be

more apt, and never when the man is simply a whore.

"Manwhore" defies traditional gender stereotypes by shaming men for

having sex with lots of women in a society where diverse secual experience is

seen as a positive trait for men and negative for women, and is valuable for

that reason, but I don't see that its use is groovy if we're gonna evolve past

the prudish views of antiquity in general.

It is really hard for me to compose a sentence on paper, even as

opposed to use of a keyboard. I like the tactility of my Sharpie and the

absolute black of the ink on the page but my writing ability is poor and my

writing skills moreso!

[a drawing of the pattern of the tiles on the floor at my location]

[with markings indicating syllabic stress] Green sign sunlight sharpie

paper

The green sign sunlight paper and sharpie

I will use this time or die of thinking

Burger King gas station food and parking

If I wasn't here I would be sleeping

Liberals' defining quality is an aversion to conflict. Liberalism is

the default political stance in metropolia - a reasonable and innoffensive set

of views nobody has to think about, but can if they're particularly bored.

Meanwhile Conservativism is the other side of the same coin - a lack of

tolerance for change, and a want to undo changes done. Without a spine Conserv-

ativism cannot effectively be opposed.

Liberals and particularly the United States' Democrat party only take

stances that are to them sufficiently obviously correct. Gay rights are good

only after it's weird for them not to support gay rights. Trans rights are

still up for debate.

[...] is so fucking cool!!!!!!

[shading study drawing]

[drawing of Rockstar can on top of television]

Impossible

to see me here

so don't even

try cuz' I'll just

go dissapear [sic]

I can fade out

into the crowd

just an other

black field jacket

walking down town

cape cod cannible [sic] police

episode one: pilot

MARTINEZ & FISHER sit on a park bench; plainclothes police officers

MARTINEZ: Hey Fisher.

FISHER: Yeah?

M: Why do we always get sent to watch the poor part of town?

F: How do you mean?

M: Cape Cod is a rich town. Most parts here are rich parts. But we

send the on-duty cops to watch this one neighborhood.

F: Poor people taste better.

M: Do they?

F: Have you ever eaten the rich?

M: We ate that one dude.

F: And he tasted like shit.

M: Yeah.

F: Yeah. Because he was old as shit.

M: So we take in young rich people.

F: Then their parents ask questions. Where's Johnny?

M: Our shitters.

F: Our shitters. And they ask why we didn't call them, and where

their tax dollars are going, and why we're watching the rich neighborhod.

M: There's no crime here.

F: No shit. But rich people get out of their shit for free. Rich

people have friends, family, lawyers...

M: Yeah. I cannot get subpoenaed.

F: Neither can I!

M: I just think like, people avoid us.

F: Well, we eat people.

M: Yeah, and people know that, so they don't go near us, so we

can't get them for anything.

F: They stay inside. And we can't go door to door.

M: Fourth amendment. Like, if we went to the rich part, those

people don't avoid us. We could eat.

F: Short term.

M: I guess.

F: We have to think about sustainability.

2023-02-27

Regarding Close (2022)

TRIN: Like, for like twenty minutes in, I was like this is really, really

good casting-

[...]: And then you wish it was worse.

TRIN: Yeah!

[...]: Like, I wish it was just a little bit worse.

TRIN: The casting, the acting-

[...]: I wish the acting was worse.

TRIN: A lot worse.

Absolutely fucking gut wrenching. We both cried in the theater for an hour

straight.

2023-02-26

List of things we did on that bender

1900 - Smoking green tea

- Axe throwing

- Walk in a bird sanctuary at night

0000 - Drive to Acadia National Park

- Watching the sun rise at Acadia National Park

- Eating at the A1 Diner

- Goodwill

1200 - Faking an accident on the side of the road to get out of work

- Watching Close (2022) in theater

- Watching Of an Age (2022) in theater

1900 - Eating Thai

- Stealing slushees from Burger King

Gains vs. Losses

- $50? Actual amount unknown

- Some quantity of days/months taken off my lifespan

+ Priceless life experience

+ The best weekend ever

2023-02-25

Metro Gnome: Keeper of Time

Demonstration sentence.

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 -02-28
 年05月06日
 	66260700
 	six six two six zero seven zero zero
 年05月10日
 	I know two things about life:
 ) I will endure it
 ) It will kill me
 	My handwriting has suffered this gap in writing.
 	Cape Cod Cannibal Police (CCCP)
 	"It's a cop eat cop world"
 	"Ramirez, don't shoot! The kid's unarmed! The arms are the best part!"
 	They are the thing from which they're supposed to protect
 	Non-cannibal cops join, get eaten
 	Notorious as a sun-down town among the particularly scrumptious
 	"They say one bad apple spoils the bunch, then just say there are
 'some' bad apples. I say we need more bad apples. Bad apples taste the best."
 	The mayor is supposed to accept the status quo or the police union will
 oust + eat her
 	"I pray for those on which I prey and whom will pay when I go to take
 my toll: their brain!"
 min episodes
 	[drawing of a television show logo]
 	Subtle nautical theming. All solid colors: animated
 	Cop outfits look like fascist sailor moon
 	[drawing of "zombieish" fascist cop. does indeed look like fascist
 sailor moon. caption: Think "Dollar Tree" fascism x sailor moon x zombies]
 	They're not zombies though! They're cannibals. (Also racist sexist etc)
 	- Cannibal cops never win
 	- _All_ violence looks cool as fuck and is on screen but is
 unmistakeably bad nonetheless and often counter-productive
 	- There are 0 good cops that don't die within 5mins of being introduced
 	I'm uninterested in journaling about my experiences - I've already
 lived them once
 	Actual hot glue gun
 	[drawing of a gun]
 年02月27日
 	I really wish I was smoking right now. I have some shitty hand rolled
 cigs I made and some nice filtered cigs [...] made and a weed roach that sorta
 fucked me up when I smoked it. But I think the dab pen rip after that was the
 thing that did most of the actual fucking, the joint was the cranial foreplay.
 But hey, getting high is an option.
 	I'm considering changing my gs to have full loops like g or g. But I
 don't know how legible that is. [...] does everything capital which is cool but
 [...] said my lowercase script is really cool so now I'm doing that more and
 it's pretty neat. LLLL LL
 	[...] that's so cool!
 	I think the descriptor "manwhore" is in-accurate in most contexts
 because someone who has intercourse with a ton of people for fun is (as insult
 or owned attribute) a "slut" whereas when the same is done for material gain
 the doer is a "whore". I see "manwhore" used in contexts where "slut" would be
 more apt, and never when the man is simply a whore.
 	"Manwhore" defies traditional gender stereotypes by shaming men for
 having sex with lots of women in a society where diverse secual experience is
 seen as a positive trait for men and negative for women, and is valuable for
 that reason, but I don't see that its use is groovy if we're gonna evolve past
 the prudish views of antiquity in general.
 	It is really hard for me to compose a sentence on paper, even as
 opposed to use of a keyboard. I like the tactility of my Sharpie and the
 absolute black of the ink on the page but my writing ability is poor and my
 writing skills moreso!
 	[a drawing of the pattern of the tiles on the floor at my location]
 	[with markings indicating syllabic stress] Green sign sunlight sharpie
 paper
 	The green sign sunlight paper and sharpie
 	I will use this time or die of thinking
 	Burger King gas station food and parking
 	If I wasn't here I would be sleeping
 	Liberals' defining quality is an aversion to conflict. Liberalism is
 the default political stance in metropolia - a reasonable and innoffensive set
 of views nobody has to think about, but can if they're particularly bored.
 Meanwhile Conservativism is the other side of the same coin - a lack of
 tolerance for change, and a want to undo changes done. Without a spine Conserv-
 ativism cannot effectively be opposed.
 	Liberals and particularly the United States' Democrat party only take
 stances that are to them sufficiently obviously correct. Gay rights are good
 only after it's weird for them not to support gay rights. Trans rights are
 still up for debate.
 	[...] is so fucking cool!!!!!!
 	[shading study drawing]
 	[drawing of Rockstar can on top of television]
 	Impossible
 	to see me here
 	so don't even
 	try cuz' I'll just
 	go dissapear [sic]
 	I can fade out
 	into the crowd
 	just an other
 	black field jacket
 	walking down town
 	cape cod cannible [sic] police
 	episode one: pilot
 MARTINEZ & FISHER sit on a park bench; plainclothes police officers
 	MARTINEZ:	Hey Fisher.
 	FISHER:	Yeah?
 	M:	Why do we always get sent to watch the poor part of town?
 	F:	How do you mean?
 	M:	Cape Cod is a rich town. Most parts here are rich parts. But we
 send the on-duty cops to watch this one neighborhood.
 	F:	Poor people taste better.
 	M:	Do they?
 	F:	Have you ever eaten the rich?
 	M:	We ate that one dude.
 	F:	And he tasted like shit.
 	M:	Yeah.
 	F:	Yeah. Because he was old as shit.
 	M:	So we take in young rich people.
 	F:	Then their parents ask questions. Where's Johnny?
 	M:	Our shitters.
 	F:	Our shitters. And they ask why we didn't call them, and where
 their tax dollars are going, and why we're watching the rich neighborhod.
 	M:	There's no crime here.
 	F:	No shit. But rich people get out of their shit for free. Rich
 people have friends, family, lawyers...
 	M:	Yeah. I cannot get subpoenaed.
 	F:	Neither can I!
 	M:	I just think like, people avoid us.
 	F:	Well, we eat people.
 	M:	Yeah, and people know that, so they don't go near us, so we
 can't get them for anything.
 	F:	They stay inside. And we can't go door to door.
 	M:	Fourth amendment. Like, if we went to the rich part, those
 people don't avoid us. We could eat.
 	F:	Short term.
 	M:	I guess.
 	F:	We have to think about sustainability.
 -02-27
 Regarding Close (2022)
 TRIN:	Like, for like twenty minutes in, I was like this is really, really
 	good casting-
 [...]:	And then you wish it was worse.
 TRIN:	Yeah!
 [...]:	Like, I wish it was just a little bit worse.
 TRIN:	The casting, the acting-
 [...]:	I wish the acting was worse.
 TRIN:	A lot worse.
 Absolutely fucking gut wrenching. We both cried in the theater for an hour
 straight.
 -02-26
 List of things we did on that bender
 -	Smoking green tea
 -	Axe throwing
 -	Walk in a bird sanctuary at night
 -	Drive to Acadia National Park
 -	Watching the sun rise at Acadia National Park
 -	Eating at the A1 Diner
 -	Goodwill
 -	Faking an accident on the side of the road to get out of work
 -	Watching Close (2022) in theater
 -	Watching Of an Age (2022) in theater
 -	Eating Thai
 -	Stealing slushees from Burger King
 Gains vs. Losses
 - $50? Actual amount unknown
 - Some quantity of days/months taken off my lifespan
 + Priceless life experience
 + The best weekend ever
 -02-25
 	Metro Gnome: Keeper of Time
 	Demonstration sentence.
 -02-24
 	Write drunk. Never edit!

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