2023-10-27

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+Someone killed a couple dozen people in my hometown a week or two after I left.
+They did it with an assault rifle and went to the bowling alley where in my
+childhood I attended birthday parties and a bar or something near a place at
+which I used to work.
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+My gut reaction is very callous because I was treated very poorly in this
+hometown. I and many of my friends were harrassed by the police that are now
+being lauded for their unsuccessful work on finding the perpetrator of this
+mass killing who fled or possibly committed suicide. On one of the streets on
+which innocent people were shot en mass I was chased out of tree cover under
+which I was sleeping by someone who yelled at me that they were going to kill
+me because I was homeless. I know more people than were killed who died from
+lack of resources and lack of help in the same town who were equally innocent.
+I feel for the residents of Lewiston, Maine. I feel for the families and
+friends of those who lost their lives and I am sad for those who died. But
+rather than draw attention to the mental health crisis and resulting drug
+crisis in Maine and helping those who are needy and suffering this slaughter
+which is unprecedented in Maine history will likely be used to argue for
+stricter gun laws in a refreshingly free state, and I find that really
+unfortunate. However I will not ever return to Lewiston, Maine, ever, for any
+reason. Once I'm established here I'm going to make a fake background and
+forget I ever came from Maine. I want to never again be associated with the
+place that bore me. I say this as a Mainer and as a Mainer this will be my last
+thought.
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+I'm finding employment here, far away from Maine, and I have found a happiness
+I have never known and didn't know existed. I am now of here and here is
+beautiful.
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+[1307] trinity: mountain far   above
+                  rising against  the sun's fall
+                tell me  where it's home
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+Trinity: The [Pinephone] will turn on in your pocket and then die.
+Mars:    It's just like me, narcoleptic and suicidal.
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 : i just want to play the cannibalism game