2024-04-15

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+Cyberpunk diet is low carb and high protein. I pray to Snoop Dogg that I may be
+forever high. Ecoterrorism is based.
+
+my money don't jiggle jiggle, it folds
+you wanna watch tv
+Batman: The Brave and the Bold
+
+Creeper? Aw man. So here's what I did today: [television static] I forgor skull
+I had some weed, had some beer, had some coffee, had a shit ton of ice cream.
+
+I've never in my life had beef stroganov or chicken salad and don't plan to.
+I feel like I'm melting between scenes. There are little disjointed bits of
+minutes when I look at the clock and then an hour later I don't understand how
+the time has passed. I can't tell when people are following what I'm saying. I
+can't tell when what I'm saying is coherent. It's like there's a timing issue,
+or a race condition, or some difficult error in my brain it's impossible for me
+to debug. It's like trying to fix typos without being able to see the text
+being corrected. I hear people talking when they aren't and can't hear a
+fucking thing when they are. Driftveil City Theme. I think everyone around me
+despises me. I don't think there's any amount of sleep that will make me feel
+well rested or any amount of rest that will make me stop feeling like I have
+white hot needles coursing through my veins and every beat of my heart is just
+ticking further along until I drop dead at 27.
+
+"Trinity, this book says the revolution starts when you go on a walk."
+
+The best word to describe me right now is scattered. mi pakala
+
+I can't go grocery shopping on my own because I float through aisles,
+backtrack, jog from one section to the next with my basket when the synapses
+fire in the order that finally tells me what I need. I linger in the hardware
+section, flow through bread, liquor, snacks, get caught up in the asian foods
+section, go back to somewhere to find sriracha. The knives talk to me - really!
+I like to look at my reflection in the stainless steel before continuing onward
+after finding the kitchen timer I wanted. Are they real? Are their words? Does
+it matter?
+
+The Atari 2600 has 128B of memory which is more than I could keep on the top of
+my head. Sometimes I make a choice and it doesn't matter whether the direction
+is followed or not because I will meet the same future either way. Half my
+friends came from hell, half are heading there. Scattered.
+
+In amongst the ranting and raving everyone's dragging through my head, if you
+talked to me you might even think I was normal. Prey animals don't show they're
+wounded. Perhaps even I'm alright, just a little funky wunky. You know I'm
+always full of loosely connected non sequiters, thinly explained relevances.
+
+I've seen every Tarantino movie (except Natural Born Killers - does that
+count?).
+
+2024-04-14
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+[mi]  [wile]  [e]     [ni]:  [sina][moli][e]   [mi]
+[o]   [moli]  [e]     [mi],  [wile]
+[awen][ala]   [lon]   [ni]
+[mi]  [wile]  [moli], [mi]   [wile][moli]
+[mi]  [wile]  [moli], [moli] [e]   [mi]
+[mi]  [en]    [moli]  [mi],  [mi]  [en]  [moli][mi]
+[li]  [kulupu][mi],   [mi]   [wile][e]   [ni]
+[pini][mi]    [la],   [tenpo][li]  [suli]
+[pini][mi]    [li],   [suwi] [ala] [lili]
+[pini][mi]    [la],   [mi]   [pali][e]   [ni]:
+[loje][jan]   [insa], [pi ali mi]
+
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 I saw bad stuff on the Internet yesterday and I wanna write about it. I at one
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 I    Merriam-Webster defines pedophilia as "sexual perversion in which children
      are the preferred sexual object"; specifically "a psychiatric disorder in
      which an adult has sexual fantasies about or engages in sexual acts with a
-     prepubescent child" (<https://merriam-webster.com/dictionary/pedophilia>).
+     prepubescent child" (&lt;https://merriam-webster.com/dictionary/pedophilia>).
 2    Pedophilia is evidently common in the present day; nearly one in six men
      surveyed (15.1%) of 1945 in a 2023 Australian study anonymously
-     self-reported sexual feelings towards children (<https://www.humanrights.
+     self-reported sexual feelings towards children (&lt;https://www.humanrights.
      unsw.edu.au/sites/default/files/documents/Indentifying%20and%20
      understanding%20child%20sexual%20offending%20behaviour%20and%20attitudes
      %20among%20Australian%20men.pdf>).